September
It's halfway through September and I'm currently sitting through a thunderstorm.
Life kind of didn't like me this summer, between not studying abroad, having to scramble to find a place to live, having a mini-breakdown and damaging friendships.
And no holiday. Because I was too overworked. Yay.
But it's September! And I've got a new flat all to myself! And I've prepped for the new academic year! (Just. I have a lot of work and I'm pretty scared.)
I saw a friend from uni today, since we hadn't met up all summer. We caught up on old times, videogames and such lofty academic questions (!) as what happens if a black hole and a white hole merge. He reminded me of how much I would have missed everyone if I had gone abroad. How much I've missed Manchester and university life.
Now I'm drinking tea, listening to Beck, and supposed to be preparing for a phone interview tomorrow...but I keep getting distracted because I'm so damn happy. Because things might not have worked out as I wanted them to, but I had a backup plan and good ideas of what to do, because things aren't totally terrible, because I still have a support network, because I'm going to keep doing what I love, because life might actually be good.
Here's to September and the new academic year.
Life kind of didn't like me this summer, between not studying abroad, having to scramble to find a place to live, having a mini-breakdown and damaging friendships.
And no holiday. Because I was too overworked. Yay.
But it's September! And I've got a new flat all to myself! And I've prepped for the new academic year! (Just. I have a lot of work and I'm pretty scared.)
I saw a friend from uni today, since we hadn't met up all summer. We caught up on old times, videogames and such lofty academic questions (!) as what happens if a black hole and a white hole merge. He reminded me of how much I would have missed everyone if I had gone abroad. How much I've missed Manchester and university life.
Now I'm drinking tea, listening to Beck, and supposed to be preparing for a phone interview tomorrow...but I keep getting distracted because I'm so damn happy. Because things might not have worked out as I wanted them to, but I had a backup plan and good ideas of what to do, because things aren't totally terrible, because I still have a support network, because I'm going to keep doing what I love, because life might actually be good.
Here's to September and the new academic year.
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